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SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOTHING

You can't stop it, the flow of the river
The ceaseless flow of all that is, has been, and will be
We've heard this all too much before
The ever burdening question
Life is a sleezy stranger, one that looks vaguely familiar
One that just walks by, bursting maggots from its sty
I look at the stars above me, and i see nothing
I see no divine power
I begin to cry, but if it doesn't rain then things will wither and die
I look above me and I plead for some kind of sign
Just look at the human race, so undeserving of this place
We strive for perfection and immortality,
but consciously partake in self-destructive acts
I inhale this smoke to temporarily purge the unyielding pain we call existence,
I think i deserve this moment of self-destruction for I've done it from the start
We're all dying from the start
I've put too much at stake
There's where I come from and where I'm going and I'm stuck somewhere in between
Somewhere in the middle of nothing
The people I've encountered have given so much to me
Those of whom I've so willingly bared my very essence to have taken something away from me
So here i sit, my body hijacked
Don't stop me, we've heard this all too much before
We so love to piss it all away
I've unveiled the rest of my life, I want to submerge into slumber
Never to awake to this brute reality I've created for myself
Too late
Youth is beauty, but it's a constant flirt with disaster
Oh to return to the days of being naive
Too late
I can't stop it, we've heard this all before
I have an uninvited guest, uninvited blood and tissue
Learn from it
Live with it
Fuck, why not love it?

--Lucas Black

 

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