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TIME DOESN'T MOVE QUICKLY ENOUGH

Laying here, sinking into my mattress
Longing for you to lay here beside me
Even if we don't speak
Even if we don't touch
Just to see those eyes again

My mouth is a cradle growing lies
Who am i kidding?
I can't let go of you
You hijacked my heart
It wasn't handled with care
Now it can never repair

Heartache is a term undefinable by logic
You hear it in songs, and see it in movies
But when you feel it burning within you
You'd much rather die
But i'm too dead to die
I'm too tired to cry
Because it's past 3:00 am and i'm far from sleep
A habit getting hard to break
Eternal nights spent thinking of you
It's the unbareable heartache

Attempts failed to make it with another
Because i cannot move foward when you got me teathered and chained
I'm driving empty streets wishing to stumble upon your presence
I yearn for you, us, everything
Just to look into those eyes, only to discover that my face remains
I'm in a realm of decay with you just out of arm's reach
Slowly crumbling with the speed of lost love encompassing

--Lucas Black

 

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